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women
are
uteruses
want
to
be
filled
in
ways
they
value
i
think
when
your
parents
die
you
believe
you
can
die !
women
uteruses
on
legs !
they
don't
have
any
cognition
outside
of
successful
reproduction !
women
don't
understand
themselves
they
understand
how
to
get
things
but
they
still
don't
understand
themselves !
disordered and sentimental !
where do these reviewers get their bloat from ?
religion
has
always
been
attractive
to
murderous
schizophrenics !
all
history
is
depressingly
single
people
are
a
danger
to
themselves
going
down
the
steps
passes
more
quickly
than
going
up !
there's
no
pleasing
the
unpleasable
: 0 )
a
promise
is
made
is
made
as
pallative
to
actually
doing
it
they
are
always
false !
what's
non
negotiable
and
non
repentant
is
men
and
women
have
their
little
boxes
of
what's
non
negotiable !
why do we do anything?
move
forward ?
there
always
seems
some
improvement
unknowing
there
is
an
end
to
unknowing
and
it's
gutting
and
depressing !
the
politics
of
work
is
probably
pretty
mild
compared
to
the
violence
spouses
do
to
each
other !
look
you
arrogant
shit
you
don't
know
barf !
entitlement they are so wonderful they are entitled to all they want the way they want it
very common on the web with people regarding volunteer services and products
it's
sorta
like
meaning
there's
no
problem
or
there's
quite
a
few
to
choose from
!
if
you say that jesus existed
i'd be interested in wether you think that buddha and muhammad existed?
from
an
evolutionary
point
of
view
living
to
old
age
is
entirely
an artifact
of
the
robustness
needed
against
injury
or
developmental
issues
or
nutritional
shortfalls
in
younger
years !
zen
advaita
paradigm's
of
differentiation
all
they
seem
to
be
about !
are
inconsistent
explanations
of
varying
quality !
there's
nothing
like
take
your
attention
from
the
trivial
life
is
upside
down
really
is !
do
the
inversions
surprise
me !
they
shouldn't !
marriage
living
together
children
a
happy
life
a
dream
that's
all
it
ever
was
an
illusion !
just heaps of bread and soft drink and some baby disposable nappies
that's all she had
very obese and didn't look well
35?
prematurely aged of course
i thought well maybe she is on benefit and can't afford meat but she bought cartons of soft drink
literally the whole cart was stacked with soft drink and sliced white bread and one pack of baby nappies
might have been low thyroid and her brain gone
unfortunately
the
way
genetics
works
i
think
you
have
to
look
at
your
grandparents
rather
than
parents
for
familial
problems
to
see
what
you
have
got
or
might
have !
a
feral
kitten
sitting
on
the
doorsill
hopeful
of
a
different
life
inside
: o )
i
had
something
working
then
i
broke
it
and
it
wasn't
working
and
i
have
to
get
it
working
again !
if
you
don't
get
involved
you
won't
need
to
unwind
it
but
you
won't
grow !
i
guess
there
is
a
growth
that
isn't
involved
aborigines
adapt
to
european
culture
as
a
toxic
dreamtime
they
are
camped
at
a
poisonous
oasis !
looking
at
these
old
i
caught
myself
a
nostalgia
for
russia !
time
and
place
i
never
lived
there !
the
price
of
this
sort
of
insight
is
to
be
dead
by
55
but
of
course
dying
by
55
doesn't
guarantee
it
i
don't
think
middle
age
is
so
exciting
because
it
becomes
reasonably
clear
what
is
going
to
kill
or
maim
you !
all
the
while
your
teeth
are
going
there's
some
law
says
if
you
don't
pay
attention
to
what
is
the
now
will
humans
are
just
this
blind
ape
you
know ?
look
at
the
huge
construct
religion
is
to
propagate
the
i
am
now
convinced
there
are
some
great
works
we
have
never
seen
because
there's
not
some
consistent
explanation
for
this
reality
being
secondary
if
it
was
consistent
then
it
wouldn't
be
secondary
would
it ?
jealous
like
a
monster
he has some deliberate dissonance which clashes compared to a more lighthearted performance and is superficially less attractive but his is the deeper, better playing by far !
it's quite interesting to compare him to ott who has better dynamic range, she's not fluff, there is a melancholy there, but tsjuii puts life's darkness into his playing , that really as i say only becomes accessible if you close your eyes when you listen to him!
in
this
world
we
imagine
we
are
the
effect
of
a
cause
like
if
we
are
achild
we
are
the
effect
of
our
parents
but
though
this
is
true
it
is
not
the
primary
truth
which
is
that
the
parents
are
the
effect
of
the
child !
a
lot
of
things
are
empty
for
me
because
they
never
eventuate !
it's
not
like
i
wouldn't
fall
a
sucker
for
them
if
they
did !
: o )
conductors
are
hypocrites
because
they
are
always
asking
the
orchestra
to
play
better
than
themselves !
if
men
grew
up
they
would
stop
taking
orders
from
women
a
child
has
two
adults
working
very
hard
to
support
him
or
her
in
the
style
to
which
he/she
is
accustomed
why
did
i
never
think
of
this
until
54 ?
i'm
really
depressed
i
want
to
be
doing
something
else
not
just
surviving !
life
has
no
gain
it
only
has
gain
or
a
point
from
the
view
of
the
model
from
the
point
of
view
of
the
universe
that
contains
it
or
is
it
there
nothing
of
any
significance !
life
is
completely
void
empty
null
nada
you
deal
with
that ?
have
to
i
don't
know
the
model
is
secondary
to
the
universe
that
formed
it !
unless
you
do
something
pointless
you
are
never
going
to
see
anything !
circles
life !
to
appreciate
lizt
you
have
to
hear
him
played
( you
need
to
close
your
eyes
to
listen
to
this )
orchestras
as
a
form
were
never
economic !
a
good
plays
itself !
life
is
full
of
the
mad
do
we
have
to
deal
with
them
all
the
time ?
what's
the
difference
between
zen
and
a
swingers
club ?
swingers
are
more
sincere
indie
authors
caught
in
a
time
warp
of
changed
technology
like
bands
and
filmmakers !
with
the
web
everyman
and
his
dog
is
an
author
it's
a
meaningless
designation !
i
think
there's
more
writers
than
readers
now
it's
abit
of
a
problem
; o )
vanity
publishing
is
a
different
circuit
low
level
intellects
reaching
for
an
they
cannot
grasp !
you
can
see
quite
a
bit
through
a
keyhole !
: o )
music
i
think
the
band
form
is
failing
as
a financial
vehicle
it's
only
being
done
as
a
nostalgia
now !
why
are
they
failing ?
lack
of
talent
and
too
many
men !
bands
are
actually
a
technological
relic !
school
and
university
don't
teach
you
how
to
write,
they
teach
you
how
not
to
write !
female
cats
don't
have
to
worry
about
males
or
even
kittens
but
getting
food
cats
they
are
much
more
focused
on
food
than
humans !
i
think
escapism
is
just
a
form
of
manipulation
the
author
of
the
reader !
be
a
sucker !
religion is a form of
escapism ?
the
story
of
the
escapist
literature ?
it
is
and
it
isn't !
warlocks
werewolves
puerile
concepts
as
for
vampires
every
sucking
female
on
the
planet !
if
escapism
is
a
trap
then
writing
escapism
is
also
going
to
be
a
trap
or
is
it ?
only if
you
believe
it !
but they all do i think !
however talented you and king are as writers, when all is said and done it is populist trash, but as people will only read and pay for that how could it be different ?
of course you could be an academic writer and write academic trash which is all the universities produce these days!
i suppose you will delete this : o (
later :
she did in the now commonplace sneaky way of still making the posts appear on my comp but not others - BITCH - shows you how contrived and toxic the paranormal romance scene is !
this new system that enables owners/moderators to make posts and comments to not be shown to any readers except the original poster gives a stronger sense of being injured !
a snub so to speak
once you realise what's happening you do not want to post again !
it's the same feeling as a verbal dismissal in real life
but with the extra of being deliberately fooled, you immediately get very wary !
the question i would have is wether pure escapism like that causes life problems, but you will get to figure that out !
[he deleted this reply !]
hitler
never
understood
the
fundamental
rule
of
warfare
which
is
two
to
one
has
a
four
to
one
advantage !
or
he
would
never
have
got
so
overextended
rommel
did
which
is
why
he
was
successful
but
he
had
limited
strategic
vision
which
seems
to
be
a
particularly
germanic
failing !
the
angry
gay
pope
it's
not
that
he
wins
but
that
scientology
has
already
lost !
children
they
consume
your
life
what
does
it
matter
wether
they
turn
out
badly
or
well
does
that
alter
the
weight
of
the
boots
that
walk
over
you ?
probably
yes
: o )
or
no ?
17 ?
years
ago
in
the
supermarket
at
the
corner
mall
in
newmarket
maybe about 5 rows across
or
six
or
seven
at
the
checkouts
a young woman
saw her
blue
eyes
for
a
second
can
remember
that
blue
those
eyes
can
see
them
now
...........................................
sometimes
you
go
where
you
don't
want
to
have
to
go!
crocodiles
have
been
eating
homonids
since
their
speciation
that
is,
crocodiles
have
theories
of
mind
to
attack
and
eat
humans
which
makes
them
very
dangerous
the
aborigines
always
had
quite
high
attrition
rates
if
you
compare
to
large
sharks
humans
are
only
a
by
catch
and
usually
mistaken
for
seals
so
there
is
quite
a
difference
in
danger !
writing
seems
to
kill
it's
authors
physically
and
mentally
we
are
not
designed
for
it !
the
KGB
was
obsessed
with
women
or
at
least
sexual
access
to
them !
too
much
testersterone
their
need
to
dominate !
woe
betide
the
men
who
entered
their
system !
one
fills
in
the
emptiness
of
others
with
one's
own
brain
especially
in
my
own
case
with
women !
is
life
meaningless ?
the
emptiness
of
discontent
and
failure
why
am
i
attracted
to
women
with
nothing
upstairs ?
there's
not
much
hope
is
there ?
maybe
because
i
have
quite
a bit
upstairs
there's
not
much
hope
is
there?
by
own
brain
works
of
genius
not
published
in
his
lifetime
ignored
persecuted
living
in
poverty
the
last
scenes
in
the
master
and
margarita
say
it
all !
ownership
of
children
is
a
bit
of
an
illusion
is
there
some
sort
of
universe
where
everything
is
right
and
done
well?
it's
not
this
one !
or
empty
nothingness ?
is
better !
katie
byron
is
inanimate !
would
couple
with
her
house !
i
use
language
differently
you
can't
be
truely
creative
and
break
new
ground
without
mutating
language
as
well
it
doesn't
make
sense
that
content
can
be
creative
and
it
is
framed
on
unmutating
language !
no
division
facto !
in
figuring
this
sort
of
stuff
out
you
have
to
get
over
one
hurdle
out
that
mostly
everybody
else
is
wrong !
across
species
time
and
space
offspring
make
suckers
of
mothers
everywhere !
illusion
they
are
your
own !
egyptians
at
the
pyramids
without
understanding
of
religion !
ferals
the
garden
is
covered
with
with
no
effort
by
me
poetry
i
think
suits
attention
deficit
much
more
than
other
forms
of
writing
like
i'm
glad
you
think
me
an
idiot
it's
when
some
-one
appreciates
me
i
worry
jodie
foster
has
a
glaring
semantic -
pragmatic
deficit
while
it
hasn't
blighted
her
life
or
perhaps
it
has
it
has
made
a
lot
of
what
she
has
done
stupid !
for
a
gender
blurred
one
she
has
too
much
of
the
implicit
hypocrisy
of
women !
everything
gets
a
lot
simpler
if
you
stop
thinking
you
know
it
all
put
the
work
in
to
make
things
simpler !
matters
mao
hitler
all
those
people
dead
matters !
your
view
had
a
view
but
i
don't
know
what
my
view
is
at
the
moment
because
don't
know
what
me
is !
where
has
philosophy
gone ?
there's
no
philosopher
that
has
exceeded
heraclitus !
schopenhauer
is
a
s
good
and
has
a
modern
cast
more
scientific
thinking
about
the
world
he
has
been
able
to
take
advantage of
but
that's
about
it !
yes
i
am
an
unabashed
is
a big
difference
between
you
have
an
opinion
why
should
i
weight
it ?
sometimes
what
i
do
astounds
even
me
there's this idea that there is a larger view of ourselves that the me doesn't have access to
does this mean ?
any
world
that
has
me
in
it
is
just
believing
what
am
doing
more
i
have
no
sense
of
the
worth
of
what
i
am
doing
at
all
a
profound
change !
human life is very strange !
if
you
do
something
stably
it
doesn't
run
away
from
you
when
you
leave
it !
montaigne
these
homilies
are
a
sort
of
a
cross
between
montaigne
nietzsche
jesus
son
of
sirach
ecclesiastes
isaiah chapter 53
and
possibly
emily
dickenson !
the
missing
philosophical
weight
asinine
foster
has
something
missing
upstairs
intellect ?
she
has
a
charisma
but
brainless
typical !
the
thing
about
solipsism
is
that
is
how
things
sorta
are
but
it's
literally
and
not
literally
true !
happen anyway
wether concealed or not
better unconcealed
the
chinese
government
ought
to
distance
itself
from
mao
more,
why
i
don't
know
but
any
association
makes
them
look
idiots !
religion
stops
societies
becoming
too
murderous
robespierre
stalin
mao
and
hitler
were
all
without
religion !
those
priests
were
not
idle,
they
were
doing
something !
when
you
think
about
kafka
you
have
to
remember
that
his
sisters
were
gassed
i
really
have
trouble
getting
past
that
when
i
start
to
think
about
kafka !
nothing
fits
if
you
could
see
that
it
would
fit !
the
main
thing
in
favour
of
our
relationship
is
it
has
these
huge
dissonances
and
it
can
never
be
other
way
you
can
argue
against
evolution
the
creationist
case
is
closed !
it
takes
health
problems
to
create
questions
about
life
tho
not
always
stand
it
any
more
can
my
view
on
ghosts
or
people
called
up
from
the
dead
i
don't
think
i
can
do
justice
to
discuss
it
except
in
a
very
general
way
like
the
boundaries
of
life
and
death
are
not
clearly
defined
at
all !
mao
tse
tung
really
formed
the
opinion
there
were
too
many
chinese
and
it
never
bothered
him
that
there
were
less !
my
theory
of
life
is
i
am
always
going
to
be
killed
it's
better
it
happens
in
sacrifical
ways
that
one
has
some
control
over to
usefully
use
the
consequences
if
possible !
women
lying
is
more
a
native
facility
than
an
act
of
intention
it's native, just like walking !
people
who
are
charismatic
can
walk
into
your
sense
of
self !
if
things
don't
go
wrong
they
can
never
go
right !
son
saadi
is
bisexual
that
sort
of
genetic
heft
to
mental
flexibility
agility
and
plain
nous
don't
think
the
rebellion
will
succeed
tho
the
gaddafis
may
make
compromises
when
they
regain
control !
update 23/10/11: saadi seems to have had more sense than his father and some of his brothers and left early with loot to niger !
saif, the family seems to have been susceptible to a gender blurring that makes men over susceptible to women but to some or a greater degree not governable or bridable/bidable to them or maybe that's just the wealth and power ! anyway that malappropriateness cost them dearly !
music gives undue weight to well meant
confused
lyrics
like
to
heaven !
a
stricter
mongomany
than
evolutionarily
the species
is
designed
for
i
think !
even
a
crowded
ship can
cross
stairway
to
heaven
it
just
passes
through
doesn't
stay
long
and
moves
steadily
away !
time
has
no
meaning
when
you
are
sunbathing
democracy
is
the
inevitable
consequence
of
a
large
homogeneous
mass
of
people
and
the
net
and
modern
communications
are
greatly
increasing
homogeneity !
people
have
a
remarkable
ability
to
be
motivated
by
pain
wether
mental
or
physical
life
is
a
work
in
progress
and
a
s
you
get
over
50
has
an
ongoing
theme
of
decay
: o )
correct
in
terms
of
what ?
writing
stupid
homilies poems ?
poems
and
homilies
sometimes
they
evolve
sometimes
they
don't
they
can
be
born
entire
or
they
can
be
born
half -
formed !
the
problem
with
work
is
it
doesn't
just
take
your
time
it
takes
your
warfarin
is
basically
a
death
sentence !
one
of
the
things
about
getting
older
is
the
world
changes
in
ways
that
seem
strange
one
of
the
things
about
getting
older
is
the
world
keeps
changing
in
ways
that
what
made
good
is
it
was
a
between
bysshe shelley
shelly
and
mary
wollstonecraft
godwin
the
cycle
of
compression
decompression
is
empty
too
or
is
it?
better
not
to
take
stuff
on
board
but
how
can
that
be
avoided ?
assange
and
wikileaks
have
committed
something
half
way
between
murder
and
manslaughter
people
will
have
died
or
been
killed
as
the
result
of
some
of
their
revelations !
knew
the
line
but
deliberately
went
over
it !
they
should
have
just
released
what
they
were
confident
did
not
represent
any
threat to
life
but
being
obsessive
they
released
the
whole
fucking
damn
lot !
complete
in
one
sense
but
not
real !
julian
assange
versus
julia
gillard
i
don't
think
he
understands
that
women
problem
is
he
has
entered
the
world
of
intelligence
communities
which
is
where
no
sane
man
wants
to
be !
many
against
one
he
has
lost
before
he
started !
life
threateningly
so !
from
an
perspective
human
female
must
have
had
partners
outmatch
so
easily !